Your reward will come
While we are going through hell, nothing seems to come of it but we need these experiences to make us who and what we are. Often the most intense experiences reap the most amazing rewards. Through hardship, obstacle or challenge we not only learn deeply about others and our dynamics with them, but we have to do a lot of hard work on ourselves which leads to bigger, greater, better things and we can use these experiences to shed light on the darkness others face. Fear not and remember to breathe. We are all so much stronger than we know.